Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Before The Dawn

Slept very early last night and woke up very early this morning, it's 5.30am and i couldn't continue sleeping. The room was too cold, and even with the blanket wrapped around me closely, i couldn't bear it. At last , i decided to stop trying to get to sleep, turned the air-condition off, and get online. My mind has been wondering around with endless thoughts, and perhaps listening to some musics, it might help me to relax, and cool the brain down.

Without any purpose, i just simply surfed in the net world. And bumped into pages that i don't like to see. I guess it will always be there, and again i know that probably i will be disappointed somehow. Well, nothing left to say, maybe i should just don't care that much about it....

Life is so short and the question is, what is the most important element in your life? Career? That's quite a good answer, after all, we live to eat (eat to live is true too) and money is this world is just too important, and with money, as we said in Chinese, one can even control the ghost. Family? Aha, that's a good one, it's our families that is the one who will always be with us, and as we all know, we need home, and family is our shelther. Friendships? Well, good too. Some people love to make friends, and believe that true friendship is something priceless in the world, just like your brother or sister, close enough to family. Happiness? Oh, certain people will only look for this, as long as they are happy, everyday is a clear sky,they are fine. No worries on other things, we live to enjoy.And how about love? Anyone actually consider love as the most important element in your life? Just like fairy tales, once found a true love, happily ever after. Yes, agreed that they are lots of people in this world believe that, but in reality most of them are either being proved by others they were wrong, or they just couldn't find it. It's really sad to know the truth sometimes, but is true love exist? I bet you too, are wondering now.Judge it yourself. How much your lover loves you? How much cares he/she gives? How much he/she is willing to sacrifice? Is he/she willing to give up everything for you? Is your happiness his/her main objective? And more importantly, is he/she really really loves you deep inside the heart and you are the only one person, the only one Sun, the only centre of universe?

Just be honest with yourself too, if you are in a relationship, do you really love your partner?

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