菊花台

歌曲：菊花台
歌手：周杰伦 专辑：依然范特西


你的泪光柔弱中带伤
惨白的月弯弯勾住过往
夜太漫长凝结成了霜
是谁在阁楼上冰冷地绝望

雨轻轻弹朱红色的窗

我一生在纸上被风吹乱

梦在远方化成一缕香

随风飘散你的模样

菊花残满地伤

你的笑容已泛黄

花落人断肠我心事静静躺

北风乱夜未央

你的影子剪不断

徒留我孤单在湖面成双

花已向晚飘落了灿烂

凋谢的世道上命运不堪

愁莫渡江秋心拆两半

怕你上不了岸一辈子摇晃

谁的江山马蹄声狂乱

我一身的戎装呼啸沧桑

天微微亮你轻声的叹

一夜惆怅如此委婉

菊花残满地伤

你的笑容已泛黄

花落人断肠我心事静静躺

北风乱夜未央

你的影子剪不断徒

留我孤单在湖面成双

菊花残满地伤

你的笑容已泛黄

花落人断肠我心事静静躺

北风乱夜未央

你的影子剪不断

徒留我孤单在湖面成双

It's the ending theme of the movie '' The Curse of The Golden Flower''. A blue sad song as like the ending of the movie.However,it's a nice song,and the special part about this song is that,it was played using Chinese traditional musical instruments.Very soft and touching.Its lyric is like poem,all words bring deep meaning.And as i said, the main theme is regarding sadness.

Anyone who is interested in the song,can email me and i can send the song,but pls delete it in 24 hours,thanks.Enjoy.

Aftershock

Well,finally back to KL.It was a long night.I slept throughout the journey,i guess i was too tired.It was cold, as predicted. And it seems like my jacket couldnt help to keep me warm at all.It was sleeveless.Luckily,thanks to the blanket provided by the train, i was able to sleep soundly.I slept so nicely until i didt even notice when my phone fell off from my couch, and thanks to an honest Indian guy who helped me to pick it up and return to me.Or else, i will have lost it.

The sun shines brightly when i woke up this morning.Arrived at the train station, i rushed to the taxi counter. Wow, there was a super long queue, and i think it will need at least 200 taxi to pass by before my turn to come. Strangely, everybody was looking at me,with those eyes as if they saw superstar.Yea right, superstar, with the standing and messy hair, together with the white long pants with blue stains on it, i really looked like ''superstar''. I went to the washroom and discovered this.So, i just combed it using my hands,at least i looked not that bad now.

After about 45 minutes, i got into my taxi and headed to my apartment. The sky is clear today and the eye of heaven shines proudly above this city.It's a beautiful day.I arrived at my apartment late, but felt good.At least after the lightning strike, i need some rest,to clear my mind off and continue walking and loving him.

(‘真正的男人是君子，是大方的。他能够爱护别人，能够为自己所爱的人做出牺牲。同时，他也有勇气认错，有信心改过。’：古人说道)

The Lightning Strikes

The lightning just strucked me....I am stunned,i am hurted,i am bleeding...and dying. I couldnt breathe,my heart is pumping hard and fast...i need to go out of the apartment, i need to have some air.Suffocated...and my chest is burning.

I walked on the road, occasionally the wind blows towards me,feel extremely cool,with my heart burning.Is it anger? No..not at all,not capable to get angry.It's hurting,very painful.It's burning and destroying every single spirits of mine. I walked like a sick man, i need sth to keep my mind off those disgusting words...A feeling mixture of sadness,disappointment and disgust...

I finally reached the internet. That's where i wanna to be. I wanna to do sth to keep my mind off, to keep me busy.That's why i am writing here.I wanna to release those feelings out.It's unbearable.I need to...Probably i ll just need some time to wash off all those feelings,and i will be all right. I hope it wont be hunting me.It's really cool here,and i think tonight's train will be even cooler...

What can i do now? I am dying,and injured badly.I guess i shall just think positively.It will be all right...i hope so. But now,what should i do? I wish i could shut my mind down now. Some musics or anything....I couldnt stand it anymore.It hurts so much.I need to be strong.

"Pls,pls concentrate....'' I keep on telling myself.It's really bad...suffering so much here.Let's forget about it....that's the best way, i believe.

Interview

Today went to the interview for a university named International Medical University (IMU).Woke up pretty early as i supposed to arrive at 9.00am for registration. So, basically the same, formally dressed ,but with tie this time. A light shinny blue tie with a white shirt and black pant, i looked fine,i think.

This time i am not that stupid anymore,i arrived on time instead of 2 hours earlier like last time.And only waited about 15 minutes, and it's my turn. The 2 interviewers are polite. Have been asked for few questions, and well, i answered confidently.The only strange thing was, they are smiling all the time,do i look funny? Or did my answer is funny? No idea.

Anyway,it was pretty fast,only lasted like about 30 minutes (like any other).After coming out of the room, i immediately went back.Got into a taxi, straight back. Not so sure whether i can succeed,but well, just to try,not much hope in this as i am aiming to NUS ( National University of Singapore ), which is extremely hard to get in especially for medicine.But, i will try my best.We will see...

(P/S : Here i included a picture of myself before going to the interview,without the tie)

Siberian Husky

Yes,have been doing research on this type of dog - Siberian Husky,an active, energetic and resilient breed whose ancestors came from the extremely cold and harsh environment of the Siberian arctic.According to my sources,The Siberian Husky was originally developed by the Chukchi people of northeastern Siberia as an endurance sled dog. They were also used to herd reindeer.Siberian Huskies are medium sized, strong, graceful, and tenacious sled dog. They are handsome dog, energetic and dignified. While they are a medium sized dog, they are extremely strong, able to pull light loads at moderate speeds for long distances.

The characteristic temperament of the Siberian Husky is friendly and gentle, but also alert and outgoing.Together with their intelligence, tractability, and eager disposition,it's enough to make them an agreeable companion and willing worker.

One main characteristics of Siberian Husky is their eyes.Siberians' eyes are brown, blue, amber, green or light brown. The light blue eye color is also part of the characteristic .The breed may have one eye brown or hazel and the other blue (called "bi-eyed") or may have blue and another color mixed in the iris of one or both eyes,and it's called heterochromia.

It's been my dream to get one of this dog,they look cool and handsome.Of course,when they are young, they are cute,and when they are older,they are handsome,perfect. Another interesting part of this dog is that they are rather quiet dogs. They do not typically bark. They do talk, in a soft "woo woo woo" sound. They can also howl quite well.

However,training Siberian Huskies can be a challenge. They are an extremely intelligent, energetic, and stubborn breed, and one must be ready for the unexpected.But if the training can be started from young,it shouldnt be any problem.

So,it seems like there's no problem for me to get one Siberian Husky of my own.Yes,it will be really great to have one and i am intended to get one when i have the money and a place of my own.Haha, i ll have a sexy,strong,cute and handsome dog in the future.Highly recommended for everyone.Get one Siberian Husky, i am sure you will not regret.

The Midnight Oil...

2 weeks left before my final exams.Ya,now i am burning the midnight oil,and studying hard...

With the music and the earphone on, actually it's pretty enjoying studying at night.But,too bad the bad part is i am hungry,and i need food. Dont think i am a pacman, i am hungry because i didt eat my dinner, as i was too dinner and slept for a long time.And now,i am very hungry...

Outside the apartment, i can hear the rain falling from the dark sky. It's getting cooler,and time like this is the best to sleep or just to drink a cup of hot tea or coffee and read. Well,too bad, i am tired and hungry as well, need food,sleep and if possible my babe here to hug and hold on bed.

Opps, i think i shall stop writing now and concentrate better, it's already 6 sth in the morning, and i am sleepy....let's get back to books and notes.

Entrance Exam

Woke up early morning today,cause today i will have to attend the entrance exam for Medical Course in Charles University in Prague. So,last night looked through all the sample questions, and slept at about 3am.And since the registration starts at 8am, so purposely set the alarm and woke up at about 7.15am, after showering and changed to formal attire,looking at the mirror...''Look good...emm,the hair style is exactly nice and very few pimples also,great.''Board on a taxi and headed straight to the exam venue.

Arrived there at about 7.45am and became the 1st to arrive.Ya...the 1st to arrive and the one waited the longest. I have waited for about 2 hours, the heat (since i am wearing the singlet and long-sleeve shirt) and the sweat,with my gruntings as well....how stupid was i to wake up so early and wasting time there.Anyway,the exam started soon.Lots of people though,and mostly are Malays(80%) , and they are sponsored by government....i imagine so.

Emm...well,questions arent really tough,it's moderate, but well, as usual, i have no confidence at all.Probably wont even be able to pass,depends on luck,i guess. .The exam lasted for about 2.30 hours. Ended up tired mentally ( due to the high usage of brain power for the exam) and physically ( which is due to the stupidity of myself slept late and woke up early together with all the standing waiting ''exercise''), I went home immediately.

Great experience though,cause this is my first time attending entrance exam for university and feel worried now.Not so sure whether i can pass......

(*Results are out and i couldnt get through,dissapointed at myself)

(P/S: Saw monkeys beside the road in the campus,looks cute and with amazingly huge balls, haha ;p )