Of a sudden, the long lost strange feeling of emptiness creep silently into my mind again. Water showering on my listless face, trying to get some warm with my eyes closing. Turn off the water, I wish to have a good sleep, knowing that another day has passed. Family, love, friendships, honesty, kindness, purity, ignorance and life…We are always searching for meaning, somewhere and somehow, trying to make sense out of everything in life. Feeling helpless when nobody can understand you, or when you are not belonged. We have always wanted more than what we have, and never stop for a while to reflect on all the tiny little wonders we have in our lives now, and as in such we are always grabbing, fighting to get more, in an endless abyss.
Love can be very simple if one is understanding enough, caring enough, tolerate enough, and of course, loving enough. It exists in all sort of forms, between parents and children, siblings, boyfriends, girlfriends, husbands and wives, friends, and all the surrounding things. We don’t need romantic melodies, nor elegance roses to praise it, it’s just there once the hearts are connected.
The light is off, I pull up the blanket and crawl into my sweet nest. With my body curls up, my breath fell on my palms and I know I am indeed lucky. Things in life can be really complicated and totally mess up your mood, but I do my best to ‘cartoonize’ everything little problem, at least innocence, ignorance and laughter can be found in cartoon world. I am glad not because of how much love I have gotten, but because I know how to cherish and be able to give out love. And so, I smile before being carried into the world of dreams…
''Anger and sadness are not the last feelings I wanna to experience…but love.''
