The Results...

Few weeks ago, I was having my trial examination, and did terribly.Well, this week the results are out. After signing in my student portal in the internet,and when I first saw my results...sad and worried.Yes, my results are really bad this time.Never get such results before.Blank for a while, and millions of thoughts flushed into my mind.

I guess I have been really lazy starting this 3rd semester. Instead of working harder, I have been even lazier than before.I should study more this semester as the subjects are getting harder,but it seems like I was taking too easy,spending too much time in games.Probably ''spending'' is not the word, ''wasting'' is more appropriate.This time I really have to give up on the games.

Thinking back all the time I spent during this semester..let's see...what I have done?Emm, I have succeeded in creating a ''miracle'' . And my wish came true,which i believe it's worthy. I have travelled to places like Thailand and Singapore. I agreed that I have been lagging far behind in my studies compared to my classmates.Nevertheless, I strongly believe that I have not wasted my time, I have seen and experienced more than them. Well, the brain developed faster than them, not in studies, but in experience and reality facts.

And now, everything is fine( at least for 3 months ), and dilligent is really what I need during the 1st 2 months, as my final is approaching. I ll have to concentrate on my studies, and of course will not neglect the love.Yup, shall back to books and notes now, time to buck up!!!

Vaya van van!!!

MONK ( Obsessive. Compulsive. Detective. )

Hillarious,brilliant,cute and with extensive dossier of phobias (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder) , still he is able to solve the unique and baffling myteries with his trademark of wit,wisdom...and hand wipes, i supposed. Yes, that's Andrian Monk. Basically he was a police officer with an extraordinary brain and had helped the police to solve lots of unusual cases. But 6 years ago, due to the death of his wife by a bomb trap and his failure in solving this case, he had become almost ''insane'', unable to live on his own ,as it's the end of the world. Luckily with the help of his doctor - Dr Charles Kroger,and his loyal assistance, Sharona Fleming, finally he is able to back to the reality and has become a private detective which always consults the police department to solve all the impossibles.

Of course, with his fears of milk,snakes,height,dirt...etc etc, it seems that this is not his field of work, as a detective. Surprisingly, yes he is able too!! And i guess that's the only job he can do,lol.Well,he is actually the 100% Mr.Right, with all the qualities,emm...except for his ''problems'' with all his phobias,haha.

Of course sometimes, there are lots of ''complications'' during the process of solving a crime, together with the San Francisco Head of Police Department - Captain Leland Sottlemeyer and his assistance , Lieutenant Randall Disher , they will work together and it's always lots of fun during the process,with his phobias.Still, the end, he did it beautifully.Though sometimes it's too fast.

Well,maybe we shouldnt say it's Andrian Monk who is the smart head, but the writers. Yes, those are the real brilliant fellows.With all their crime plans , which are all seem to be impossible, i believe they can be the Masters of Crimes.

This type of crime show, is actually the same type as one of the most famous novel - Sherlock Holmes.Instead of using high-tech instruments, DNA and etc etc(like in CSI), the main ''weapon'' here is the smart brain.Love this show as the cases are unique,and it's FUNNY,which is why we need entertainment.Different from any other police shows, like CSI or Cold Case, which basically show the reality in the procedures,MONK is the series that emphazises on brain power.

Last but not least,i highly recommend this series.Challenging and hillarious, which exactly fit the word ''entertainment''.Love this.

Thorns...

It has been few days....I didn't sleep well and I am very tired.So far, nothing good has happened,but only bad news and stupid mistake done by me.Yesterday it was really a bad day for me, i guess....had an argument with the one i love. At first, never consider it as a fight,as a fight is when both parties were angry and invovled in argument,and for my case, it was a stupid misunderstanding done by me. Yes, i felt extremely bad, and sorry for that...But later, the feelings is even worst, as if i have been cut and torn apart and that was a fight due to certain disagreement.Felt so bad,so down,so sad.....

Sometimes i wonder,maybe it's true that i am not good at all,i am just a stupid,weak and useless fellow.And all the words yesterday, as if just like thorns in the heart, and it's bleeding....

Perhaps, i should change,change the way i think,change to be complement to him,just like a key and lock.Somehow,just feel too sad, and the world of mine is raining and dark, cold and helpless, need of a sunrise,or a rainbow to clear the sky, i guess.

Other than feeling low and blue, i am feeling sorry as well. It 's strange....i am still keeping it up,guess that's the power of love - the most powerfull spell in the world.

Anyway, it takes both sunshines and rains to make a rainbow and that's how life is...

(P/S : hen xin gu :( , but will survive, that's me )

Getting Started...

Well, it's holidays after weeks of exams, feeling nothing to do (as usual ) and under persuasion of a special man, finally i decided to start my very own blog.It will be a place where i will write about my life,feelings,thoughts and of course many others little things in life.

Yes,it's a beginning and will often write here in the future ( although sometimes i am very lazy ).And,since it's the beginning, to everyone who read this, Hello to you all and hope you all will have fun reading my blog.

So, let's get started...