Ogre Metamorphosis

Been some time since i wrote here. Probably sleeping too much and such sedentary life have retarded the growth of neurons in the frontal cortex of my brain, in exchange for the enlargement of the neurons in my brain stem and medulla. The result, obviously - my creativity and imagination gradually evaporating, which in turn metamorphoses me into a little ogre with not much ideas in mind, probably worse than Shrek. And worst of all, the holidays are still long way to go.

But to think the other way around, holidays are good, at least i can do things, not following the tight schedule and i can play games, best of all i have the high speed internet here, compared to the hostel slow-turtle-like type of speed that probably one would fall asleep before the word ''Google'' appears in the screen. But are these really good reasons for sacrificing my precious neurons? Of course no, though there are one more thing that is worthy for me to undergo this ''ogre-metamorphosis'', something called family.

It's 2009, and it means a new page in my life chapters and since i don't possess Charmed One - Phoebe's witchcraft power to see future, nor Doraemon's time machine, and of course i will not have a tomorrow's newspaper drop in front of my door with a cat beside so that i can the save the world from maybe accidents, murders, thievery, robbing and answers for exam questions perhaps? So, it all comes down to i don't know what will happen tomorrow nor in the future. But there is one thing that i do have, the control of my body and mind. I believe that if i am to plant a sunflower seed, i will definitely get sunflower and not oranges, provided if i know what i am doing and some good extra environmental factors, it will definitely be sunflower, and not oranges nor rambutans. Well, it's not some special power, but it's good enough, no?

And you ll just need to believe in yourself...