Results Finally Out

I have heard from my classmates that today is the release of the CIE (Cambridge International Examination) A-Level results,of course it's been almost 2-3 months after i finished my exams.I have been worried since few weeks ago,reasons? Because i know i did badly last time.So,this morning woke up with butterflies in my stomach,nervous and scared as i know soon i will have to face the reality,which might tell me that my results will be terrible and prepare to face the wrath and disappointment of everyone who has put high hopes on me.It's killing enough just to imagine about it as for me, the worst punishment i can get is the feeling of guilty.

Thus, as i expected, after the results has been released at 9am, friends started to call me and tell me that how many As they have got, and of course with the hope to know about my results too,though i haven't got the results.I was told that i can get the result by calling to the office.At first, i was really worried, and don't really feel like wanna to call, cause if possible,i wanna to avoid facing my results. However, at last i braved myself up, and decided to make the call.My heart was ready to jump out when the officer was confirming about my identity.But when she told me i got 4As, i just can't believe it myself.So, i asked again and again to make sure there's no mistake.And yes,no mistakes, i got 4As!!! I was really happy and glad.Thank God....

I told my family about this,and everyone was really happy and it was their happiness and satisfaction got from putting hopes in me which made me feel happy because at last i didn't disappoint them,after all they have spent quite a lot of money in my studies.Not only that, with this results, it seems like my future is not a dream anymore,at least i already succeeded in stepping my feet into the boat.Somehow i can see more pathways in front of me and in less than 1 hour, the happiness just disappeared like that. I started to feel little bit of gloomy.I wonder why,probably thinking of future which lies ahead makes me feel like that or maybe something else...

Anyway, now still feel worried as this is an unofficial results, though usually the results won't change. I guess at least today i can sleep better,haha.