Leaving And Starting

Have been packing all this morning, bags and luggages are all full of clothes. I packed all my T-shirts , pants and so on , including the unmatched pair of socks with different colours and designs which i had been wearing for almost half a year without being noticed by others, haha. Other than clothes, i have got to prepare all the daily necessities, such as tooth brush, tooth paste, shampoo, and etc. Everything is being dragged out from the store (since all of the things were stored there last time after moving back from my previous apartment) and put on the floor in the living room. Counting and checking every single item so as not to miss out anything that is essential.

Actually mother has been nagging since yesterday, kept telling me that i should have packed everything by last night so that i won't have to rush and now busy looking for this underwear, or for that pant. As a result , i need to work all this morning and found myself really tired, not only from the packing work but as well as the nagging from mother. Lots of things needed to be brought, so i have been working from early morning until now, and still there are boxes missing, which contain my papers. Overall, almost everything is prepared, and ready to move.

It's a strange that actually i don't really feel the anticipation of a new life - life in university. Maybe knowing the possibility of dropping out and move to Monash University hinted me that i won't be staying long in IMU, and thus don't really have to settle down there , neither mentally nor physically. I will probably just be there for about half a year, staying in the new apartment , and perhaps will just after getting used to the life, i might have to move again. Therefore, honestly speaking, i don't really have the feelings of looking forward, looking into the future as a medical students in IMU and automatically feelings of bored is taking over the weather in my heart. I think maybe i am not ready yet...

I guess i really have to at least settle down my mind and get back to books and notes after this about 2 months long holidays. Gained lots of experiences and growed up more, i think . And sooner than i thought, i might be wearing the unmatched pair of sock without being noticed and again, sitting on the chair listening to lectures...

Life in university begins...