Back

Finally,after about one month staying in Singapore, i finally back to my family in my small town.After a long journey in the train from Singapore to Seremban, i was very tired although i did sleep a little bit during the journey. It was a bad farewell, was rushing to the train station and barely made it.Couldn't really look at the face properly, nor give a warm hug to each other, then i had to rush to pass the immigration with all the items and bags.Feel regretted now that i didn't have enough time to hear the voice and remember them well and that i didn't touch the face before i depart.I guess after about one month staying there, i got so used to the voice and the face so much that when i have to leave, the heart shrunken and i felt sad.I know the feeling,it's the feeling of leaving the one you love...


Back to my family, they are as warm as before,still the same, the smiles and the welcome. They are really happy and talking continues.... Everyone looks the same, my mom has become a little fatter (i think), my brothers are as usual and my sister too.My grandpa still looked healthy which make me feel so relieve and glad. My dad is still the same, maybe the temper has gone down? I felt as if i have leave the house so long...Feel a bit odd,i bet maybe it's really has been a long time.

After the unpacking, i sat down in front of computer and start playing games,cause it helps me in reducing the feeling of missing. Played til very late and same as before, my grandpa woke up and started to call me to sleep,ya...just like last time.So,after a few calls, i finally went to bed. Lying on my bed, i don't feel as it's my bed, the small bed seems lack of something, or someone.Ignoring the feelings, i closed my eyes and slowly fell asleep.

This morning woke up really late due to not enough sleep yesterday night.After being called by my grandpa to go to breakfast, i got up and went outside. It's a beautiful morning.All my dogs looked cheerful and energetic. All of the sudden, i feel kind of missing them,it's been like almost 2 years before last time i played with them, after i went to study in college. I have forgotten, when i pulled their tails last time, when i disturbed them while they were sleeping, when i massage them....I used to dance with them, holding their front legs and made them walk with me.Their round eyes and their waving tails are the same, and some of them were even smiling at me.They are really cute.I guess after 2 years stepping out of the house, i lost part of me.I didn't chase the dogs anymore, i didn't shake their heads anymore, i didn't fart to their nose anymore...Though everything i did sounds very silly and cruel, but actually i was having fun with them and they have been my best friends ever.If not because of my family, i will have wanna to have them beside me while i sleep.All those memories...i was still a child that time.Don't know why,my eyes started to fill with tears...knowing how funny,innocent and ignorant was i...

I am back finally....