Different

These few days, i have been feeling bored and lonely. I have quit my orientation thing, and was glad about it actually. While i was alone trapped in my room at my condominium, feeling sad and lonely, others were happily returned from the orientation programmes prepared by the seniors. Personally I don’t like the orientation in this university, too childish, too ridiculous and too stupid.So, i don't really feel very bad as i choose myself, to quit this whole idiotic orientation. It's really odd that for people at my age to hate playing with water, ice or cheer around and play with paints. Normally they will think that the games are cool, and extremely fun, but apparently i found the activities are boring and silly. Hence, i come up with 2 ideas (since i have lots of free time trapping myself in my room), either i am a teenager who has the mind of a mature adult, or i have mental problem.

Everyone seems to be so happy and enthusiastic about life in this university whereas i am feeling moody and listless. Nothing about the life in this university really excites me, the only feeling that embraced me is the feeling of boring. I really wonder what has happened to me, why i will feel like that? Why i am not like the others?

Maybe i need some time to really get up, get ready and get going with my life, maybe i shouldn't look at the life here as so dark, instead look it from the other point of view and make it fun, or maybe i am just different...