Thursday, September 18, 2008

Missing Passion

It's been quite some time since i wrote here. Busy everyday with studies and other stuffs, life seems so different now, trying to catch up with time. Nothing really special happens, everything is so 'routine', just a straight flat line with no peak and crest. Ironically, life like this supposed to be peaceful and one should always cherish and be thankful to have it, but somehow i am feeling quite bored, with all the studies, eating, playing and of course sleeping.

I wonder what else i can write here, nothing come out from the mind, feel like a zombie, with no soul and a walking body. Need some kind of excitation, something to boost the spirit up, a stupid comedy or a good happy song. I wonder what others will do at times like this...

With the current MBBS course, there are really lots to learn and memorize. Anatomy of the upper and lower limb, the nervous system, pharmacology related to nervous system, basic of musculoskeletal system and all the clinical skills are enough to make me busy. Trying my best to balance between studies and entertainment, i know one has to be sacrficed a little bit more than the other. Even worse, my passion for everything is slowly disintegrated. Probably it's just a phase, i am pretty sure a good movie will be able to 'feed' the 'empty' mind, and find back the passion needed to continue this journey.

Uhh...what i need to do now? I wonder...

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