Drops Of Memories

It's been few days, i am not sure what has happened. Feeling worried and puzzled, i hope things are fine, and those words are not real. It hurts whenever i thought about them, because i know where is my heart lay on. Lots of flashback, as if advertisements snapping tv programmes. It never ends, just like waves in ocean, leaving marks everytime they come...

I snapped out of my own world when my friends talked to me. Sitting on the bench at pool side in my condo, they were celebrating birthday for a friend. After the cake cutting ceremony, everyone was chatting in their own group. It was raining a bit, and cold wind kept sweeping towards me. It was very cold, but somehow comfortable, soothing enough to reduce the unpleasant inner feelings. I breathed in deeply, and enjoyed the scenary of the pool side. The water looked so inviting that i wished to jump in and float around, watching the sky and perhaps, perhaps it will help...

It was late already, i had been talking, and thinking all the times. Tired, and will things be fine? As the rain drops touched the water surface, pieces of memories emerged in the mind, just like a small radiating wave. So precious, so special and so beautiful...And yes, i missed the moments very much...

Soon, i guess it's time to sleep, no point keep dwelling in the pool of problems, and perhaps things will sort out itself.