Stress

I know it's part of life, when you will get angry, feel so helpless as the world is pressing you, and all sorts of thoughts keep smashing your mind, giving rise to heavy unpleasant feelings that you want to destroy anything and everything. Completely out of rationality, and tornados are swirling inside and yes, you know that's stress.

It's been really stressful recently for me, my schedule is always full of classes, and every little things in life are sort of messed up. I lost my money, i needed to buy some stuffs, i needed to read up, i needed to wash my clothes, etc etc and 24 hours doesn't seem enough for me, maybe 36 will be ok. Sometimes the flames ignited on its own, and start burning every piece of my feelings. There were so much to scream, just felt like everything was difficult. Doing nothing but battling with all the fire in my mind, i ended up wasting my time. Getting crazier and crazier each time the bomb exploded, so stressed out that i hope i can do something to kill it.

Maybe all i need is just some rest and calmness in mind, and learn how to manage my time. It might be hard, but it's not impossible. Will have to take things easy, step by step and of course don't think too much. I bet things will take its own path, and yea, life is beautiful even though it might be stressful.