Thorns...

It has been few days....I didn't sleep well and I am very tired.So far, nothing good has happened,but only bad news and stupid mistake done by me.Yesterday it was really a bad day for me, i guess....had an argument with the one i love. At first, never consider it as a fight,as a fight is when both parties were angry and invovled in argument,and for my case, it was a stupid misunderstanding done by me. Yes, i felt extremely bad, and sorry for that...But later, the feelings is even worst, as if i have been cut and torn apart and that was a fight due to certain disagreement.Felt so bad,so down,so sad.....

Sometimes i wonder,maybe it's true that i am not good at all,i am just a stupid,weak and useless fellow.And all the words yesterday, as if just like thorns in the heart, and it's bleeding....

Perhaps, i should change,change the way i think,change to be complement to him,just like a key and lock.Somehow,just feel too sad, and the world of mine is raining and dark, cold and helpless, need of a sunrise,or a rainbow to clear the sky, i guess.

Other than feeling low and blue, i am feeling sorry as well. It 's strange....i am still keeping it up,guess that's the power of love - the most powerfull spell in the world.

Anyway, it takes both sunshines and rains to make a rainbow and that's how life is...

(P/S : hen xin gu :( , but will survive, that's me )